Ohhh....I hate it when ppl use words such as "stupid", "makku" and some other words! Sometimes i really feel like going alone..and sometimes my sis will say that becoz of me got prob at home, when she says this arh i swear i will feel like to leave the house immidialtely or jump down...haiss...i think i should not have born...im like so unlucky and giving bad luck to others...the reason for me to write all my personal thing is becoz, i hope someone will read it..and will understand me, or help me... i hope that there is a person for me to share my pain...WHY ppl dont understand me, i can say that (from wad i know) nobody understands me fully, even i myself dont undertand myself...WAD A LIFE! i would have the happiest day in my life, when im ALL ALONE! but my friends really makes me happy, i go to skool just to see them! they make my worthless life happy, atleast they make me happy sia! My friends are so lucky to have such understanding family!! If my sis or family member sees this post they will say, "what do u mean by not understanding you? when i go out i dont even spent money for myself, but i spent for u, wad do u mean by not taking care of u in a good way?" they will say this only! but they wont and never realise why am i talking like this? coz they think they are perfect! haiss... i have nothing much to talk abt them!! i sick and tired and STRESS over this matter!
